L O V E :)

I haven't been on this in for like everrr ! but this is basically about love & opinions in general hence today is "love day" so why not talk about it? well it's so ironic how i was talking to a beyond amazing dude for about a month or so leading to just four days ago smh but yeah my friends asked me what was i going to do for v`day & i said "ehh idk maybee cheel with my booskee" & here i am not even a week later.....valentineless , apparently he lost intrest in me over some dumb ish. but it is okay , it's cool. but i'm not gonna sit here & call him every negative name in the book like an immature female because that's not what i am & in addition to that he's not worth that & everyone is entitled to their own opinions right? but relationships are so overrated & i'm not just saying that because i'm not in one. i'm just saying whatever happens, happens.. but i mean the pros & cons kinda don't balance out. it's like now a days everyone wants to be in a relationship for the old "just because.." thing but why be in a relationship with someone & say i love you all the time when you don't know if you really mean it ? it only causes stress & grows you further apart because of loss of intrest & in the end eventually someone will end up getting hurt & that's not how it should be. that person should be your soulmate. [but at this age no one should be looking for a soulmate). to each his own , aye? see in my case , i don't think i've found the right one because most of the good ones are taken. & i'm not gonna sit here like some other ignorant girl & say ALL boys in the world are all the same because that is a HUUUGE lie. not all guys are jerks. most girls say those things because of previous expierences in their relation ship but i'm pretty sure they have not dated or associated themselves with EVERY dude in the world to say ALL dudes are the same & you can take that to the bank. but last year around this time i liked a bomb dude but knowing i wouldn't go for him because of me & my 'afraid of rejection' mentality. but i knew i should've because they say you don't know unless you try. well i had no intentions of doing so. but thinking back i should have this could've been a year or so now? lol & i mean he was perfect & when i say perfect i mean in my opinion. but being meticulous never helps i mean i have no specific race because i just love everyonee ! & i say if you have potential & you can be committed , respectful & we have trust [& you're fly*) , pshh you can own that key to my heart. but as far as guys , they wonder why they're not in relationships well for onee if you approach a girl by saying "hey ma or what's good" she assumes you want nothing but mcsexin'. if you approach a girl lightly then w` time go into the flirty stage then maybe she'll put you in the consideration box. & even if you don't know what to say ask one of your friends who's a females she'll let you know how to be "a gentleman" lol but valentine's daay idk what will actually happen i mean it's just 3:00 am *just about so i'll have to see what goes on then & i refuse to mope! lmao that's all i have to say happy valentine's day everyone & sayonara, for now :)

it ain't trickin if you got it ; it's trickin if you don't got it!

sooo i was brushing my teeth this morning and i was thinking "it ain't trickin' if you got it" & i was thinkin about all the people that be trickin' all crazy so i decided to talk about it in this blog. so here you go:




trickin' - if you know you don't got all that money but you blow it all and don't have any money left over.

not trickin' - if you know you got mad money & you can spend it at the mall and at the end of the day still have mad money left over.




message to the trickers - people ! stop trickin! just because you get a couple of duckies to blow. don't mean you gotta be up there with the jones' [switchin your style cuhs you got a couple of bucks] like don't be tryna act like you ballin all hard when that money is just a small amount!


way to detect a "tricker" - soon as they get some money they go ride out to the mall & stores & buy highly expensive ish & have no money left over. & they know they can't afford it! [whatever it may be]! also when they always dress bummie as ish now all of a sudden they up there. [for like a day!] some will keep the tag on it to return their [well the store's] ishh!


dudes & trickin' - don't try to go out & buy mad ish for your girl friend to keep her around if she don't think you're good enough let that chick fly. most chicks don't care about her man buyin her ish unless she a top gold digger.truthfully about 98.9% of girls care more about love than all the gifts. if you don't got a good paying job don't try it! & don't try to step ya swagg up for like a short term cuhs you got money! [ for that short period of time]! people will detect that you are an official tricker! but if you got money like that more power to you.


females & trickin - ohh you thought i wasn't gonna speak on it about ya'll trickin huh? well i am! aight. so if you get a lil money don't try to buy the newest coach,louis vuitton, chanel,gucci,juicy couture bags & shoes. like it's so unnessecary. dudes don't care about your bags! you'll probably only rock it once! cuhs it sure won't match every outfit you got. but yeah don't try to be up there with the next chick do you cuhs when that chick fall. you still on ya ish & no one could ever label you as "fake" a "tricker" a "poser". but like i said about the dudes if you a chick & you got money like that kudos to you.


well that's all i gotta say about that subject & i'm done.

boys "sexy talk"

why why why why why do boys get on the phone with girls & no matter if they like you or not they put on this "sexy voice"! it will go from a high pitch hello to a low "helowww" everytime i get on the phone with a boy that always happens. & it's not because they are tiredd! but please can a boy tell me why ya'll do that? because i find it oh so amusing! but yeah someone tell me why! & why do boys tend to blast music in the background & put you on hold for you [to listen to it] then go & talk to like 30 people in their house and then come back to the phone "my beeeee!" & ask "do you wanna talk to so & so?" nahh i wanna talk to youu! why do boys do this please let me know lmao i'm donee!

Jeremih! Yeah that birthday sex guy. lol

yeah most people think that when you use autotune, you're using it because you can't sing but i'm not saying he uses it but i'm not sure he might. but yeah listen to jeremih he can singg! & i think he'll go somewhere. :D








lmao this one is mad funny!







p.s. he has a great personality. my source - from this video lol

What Is Urinetown?

come see urinetown at jpm at 7:00pm on march 26th, 27th, & 28th. tickets are $4.00 for seniors/students and $6.00 for adults. you might be surprised how many of your friends are in the show! so come support the musical. you will have a good time and have a bunch of laughs. :D i promise!

some content may be inappropriate for younger audiences.

jawn ; jont ; jawnt = turn offffffffffffffffffffff!

one thing i hateee is when boys call girls by "ayo ma, ayo jawnt, ayo shawty" it urks the ish outta mee! like at least approach girls like "excuse me if you don't mind me asking your name, what is it?" that's more respectful and it lets us girls know you have some kind of respect! soo for any of the boys reading this we don't like being called "jawnt ; shawty ; or ma" well at least i don't so don't bring that over here. & yes that's maybe why girls run away from you. 1st reason you called her jawnt - errrrrrnt! disrespectful! 2nd. maybe you're ugly. & 3rd. you have no gammee. haha well i'm outt.

p.s. there's a part twoo!

crushcrushcrush <3

soo i like this boy he's in one of classes.
i won't say which because you can only narrow
it down to soo many boys and someone will eventually
find outt. lol but yeah i got my eye on him. i want
to tell him but dangg its soo hard. you know how it is.
like you wanna tell the person so bad but you dont know what
they will say or how they will react or even how they
will think of you from that day forward. i'm thinking
maybe if i do tell him he'll never talk to me again.
maybe he'll think i'm a stalker. or maybe on the brighter
side he'll smile maybe he'll like me back maybe he'll forget
i'm sitting in the same room with him everday in that same
period. idk what goes through boys minds? rhetorical question lol
but no for real what actually goes through boys minds when you
tell them those three words "i like you" idk i need to know
from a boys perspectivee. i need answers like immediatelyy!