L O V E :)

I haven't been on this in for like everrr ! but this is basically about love & opinions in general hence today is "love day" so why not talk about it? well it's so ironic how i was talking to a beyond amazing dude for about a month or so leading to just four days ago smh but yeah my friends asked me what was i going to do for v`day & i said "ehh idk maybee cheel with my booskee" & here i am not even a week later.....valentineless , apparently he lost intrest in me over some dumb ish. but it is okay , it's cool. but i'm not gonna sit here & call him every negative name in the book like an immature female because that's not what i am & in addition to that he's not worth that & everyone is entitled to their own opinions right? but relationships are so overrated & i'm not just saying that because i'm not in one. i'm just saying whatever happens, happens.. but i mean the pros & cons kinda don't balance out. it's like now a days everyone wants to be in a relationship for the old "just because.." thing but why be in a relationship with someone & say i love you all the time when you don't know if you really mean it ? it only causes stress & grows you further apart because of loss of intrest & in the end eventually someone will end up getting hurt & that's not how it should be. that person should be your soulmate. [but at this age no one should be looking for a soulmate). to each his own , aye? see in my case , i don't think i've found the right one because most of the good ones are taken. & i'm not gonna sit here like some other ignorant girl & say ALL boys in the world are all the same because that is a HUUUGE lie. not all guys are jerks. most girls say those things because of previous expierences in their relation ship but i'm pretty sure they have not dated or associated themselves with EVERY dude in the world to say ALL dudes are the same & you can take that to the bank. but last year around this time i liked a bomb dude but knowing i wouldn't go for him because of me & my 'afraid of rejection' mentality. but i knew i should've because they say you don't know unless you try. well i had no intentions of doing so. but thinking back i should have this could've been a year or so now? lol & i mean he was perfect & when i say perfect i mean in my opinion. but being meticulous never helps i mean i have no specific race because i just love everyonee ! & i say if you have potential & you can be committed , respectful & we have trust [& you're fly*) , pshh you can own that key to my heart. but as far as guys , they wonder why they're not in relationships well for onee if you approach a girl by saying "hey ma or what's good" she assumes you want nothing but mcsexin'. if you approach a girl lightly then w` time go into the flirty stage then maybe she'll put you in the consideration box. & even if you don't know what to say ask one of your friends who's a females she'll let you know how to be "a gentleman" lol but valentine's daay idk what will actually happen i mean it's just 3:00 am *just about so i'll have to see what goes on then & i refuse to mope! lmao that's all i have to say happy valentine's day everyone & sayonara, for now :)